Me.

I am my own thinspiration. Today my weight went up. I have to admit that I have binged a bit for dinner the last couple of nights. I go all day with only eating 200 calories and then I always blow it at dinner. I need to be more careful with this. Tonight I had fro yo and fat free whipped cream and then only 180 calories today from a special k bar and a yogurt. Hopefully I can pull it together. I think the scale went up mostly because I haven't shit in awhile. I hate that it is terrifying because you never know when you can get it out and the scale might keep going up until I go. I hate this shit, literally. Fuck, hopefully I go tomorrow am and the scale will drop with it!