Fuck I'm Fat.

I feel like I have relapsed back into fatness. I restrict all day and at dinner and then I CRAVE sweets. The craving takes over me and I try to keep it under control but I can't. I know that my body is fighting starvation. I know that it's just part of the process, but I need to get stronger than this bullshit, because I have gained. Everyone was just starting to notice the weight loss and I am letting myself down by baking all the time. I am going to get this thing under control. I can do it.