dying for a number

a journey through anorexia

Monday, July 4, 2011

Family vacations are the worst. I have to eat so no one freaks out and sends me away and it's killing me.

dying for a number: ive had an eating disorder since i was 7 years old and was hospitalized when i was 17 for anorexia nervosa. i have been in recovery since then but still find it to be a daily struggle. this is my accounts of my most recent relapse with anorexia. this blog most likely looks pro- ed. the thing is, it is in no way promoting eds. i hate myself and my life is completely miserable. every day i wake up and pray that i will die. the only thing positive in my life is when the scale goes down and everything else is negative.

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